02.29.04 (7:32 pm) [edit]
should i make this my new theme?
Today has been a bad but very good day...
02.29.04 (2:56 pm) [edit]
The weather today has been hidious... The sky is gray and its drizzling lightly ( i personally like the rain but not when its cold outside) but i went shopping..
I only spent $79.58.
I bought
- 7 shirts
- 1 belt
- 1 pair of chinese hair pins
- 1 new undie ( pink and purple and it said " your ugly ")
- 1 new pair of kahki shoes ( highhelled but not to high)
in total it has been a good day.. i haven't been ab;e tot alk to anyone today ... :( but ihope to talk to htem soon.
I only spent $79.58.
I bought
- 7 shirts
- 1 belt
- 1 pair of chinese hair pins
- 1 new undie ( pink and purple and it said " your ugly ")
- 1 new pair of kahki shoes ( highhelled but not to high)
in total it has been a good day.. i haven't been ab;e tot alk to anyone today ... :( but ihope to talk to htem soon.
02.27.04 (3:52 pm) [edit]
Well today was a really good day.. I might go to the movies to see 50 first dates... WHat do you guys think of The Passion of the Christ?
My Problem
02.26.04 (7:14 pm) [edit]
Well my daddy ( yes I call him my daddy) and I were trying to figure out what it is that is bothering me... We figured it out!!! Its that I have lost confidence in myself. I have lost confidence in my ability to make freinds and I continuesly doubt my self when ever I do anything. So I'm very glad I figured it out and now I can fix it. So you will start seeing the real me very soon. The way that I am acting now is be but I only give half an effort to anything... I'm a dragon ( chinese zodiac) and I'm the most powerful of all signs that means that I can over come ANYTHING and in doubting myself I have lost confidence in my ability to learn from mistakes and bad situations... But now that I have come to my senses I will give my full effort to everythign that I do. Like I used to before I moved. Like my dad I'm not the real me right now. No I wasn't ... but now I am...
-pinkiey
-pinkiey
State wide test...
02.25.04 (8:19 pm) [edit]
I had to take a state wide test yesterday and it was a waste of time... I pesonally don't think that a state wide test ca prove that you are smart or not... Some people have a problem taking stress... They never consider the situation that the student maybe in... I personally think that they should take away the power that the state wide test have over the students that it test... What do you think?
play nurse
02.25.04 (6:23 pm) [edit]
Anyone want to play nurse with me? I need a new patient
a bad day...
02.25.04 (2:13 pm) [edit]
today sucked the day was so ugly and i feel like crap.. i feel alone and unloved again... i just wanna go back home :(
Sympathy
02.24.04 (1:29 pm) [edit]
Sympathy is just a feeling
youget inside your heart
when you know
somethign is wrong
You try to help
but you don't know how
All you wanna do
is make the pain
go away
never to return
again.
You wanna help
you say "stop it please"
until you can't take
anymore
You leave them there
alone to cry
You hope someday
her tears
will dry.
They're still there
and sense the day you left
all she has to hold on to
is her own chest.
You see her crying
you want to help
all you can do
is kiss her
and hope she'll
be well.
-M.
youget inside your heart
when you know
somethign is wrong
You try to help
but you don't know how
All you wanna do
is make the pain
go away
never to return
again.
You wanna help
you say "stop it please"
until you can't take
anymore
You leave them there
alone to cry
You hope someday
her tears
will dry.
They're still there
and sense the day you left
all she has to hold on to
is her own chest.
You see her crying
you want to help
all you can do
is kiss her
and hope she'll
be well.
-M.
Thankyou
02.23.04 (6:17 pm) [edit]
This poem is dedicated to someone special.... You know who you are
I just want to thankyou
for all you have done
it might not seem like much
but to me its alot
I just want to thankyou
for all you've given me
for our talks
our kisses
and our laughs
I just want to thankyou
for being there for me
when i needed a friend
when i needed a man..
-M.
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I just want to thankyou
for all you have done
it might not seem like much
but to me its alot
I just want to thankyou
for all you've given me
for our talks
our kisses
and our laughs
I just want to thankyou
for being there for me
when i needed a friend
when i needed a man..
-M.
A nightmare
02.23.04 (5:52 pm) [edit]
last night a had i dream that i was raped and that i couldnt have childern i woke up cryig and hysterical
What type of a girlfriend i am
02.21.04 (1:28 pm) [edit]
Give-and-Take Mate
Your girlfriend style is "we first." Of course you'll get a twinkle in your eye when your guy spoils you with a fab night out or hours of oral pleasure (okay fine, a generous 15 minutes). But you would never be in a relationship in which you were always put on a pedestal, nor would you let yourself be with a guy whose tush you had to kiss week in and week out. "You likely have a strong friendship in addition to your romance, because people who happily share power in a relationship often have a deep mutual respect," says Shielagh Shusta-Hochberg, Ph.D., a clinical psychologist in New York City.
And on those rare occasions when you do lock horns, you fight fair -- no dramatic door slamming, pouting or nooky withholding. For you, it's not about winning a fight, it's about coming to a resolution together through compromise. Just make sure you occasionally look out for number one, too, like taking some me-time during the week for a girls' night out. There's nothing hotter than a chick who knows what she deserves...and goes after it.
by cosmopolitan.com
Your girlfriend style is "we first." Of course you'll get a twinkle in your eye when your guy spoils you with a fab night out or hours of oral pleasure (okay fine, a generous 15 minutes). But you would never be in a relationship in which you were always put on a pedestal, nor would you let yourself be with a guy whose tush you had to kiss week in and week out. "You likely have a strong friendship in addition to your romance, because people who happily share power in a relationship often have a deep mutual respect," says Shielagh Shusta-Hochberg, Ph.D., a clinical psychologist in New York City.
And on those rare occasions when you do lock horns, you fight fair -- no dramatic door slamming, pouting or nooky withholding. For you, it's not about winning a fight, it's about coming to a resolution together through compromise. Just make sure you occasionally look out for number one, too, like taking some me-time during the week for a girls' night out. There's nothing hotter than a chick who knows what she deserves...and goes after it.
by cosmopolitan.com
for my birthday
02.21.04 (11:09 am) [edit]
OK im going to buy one of these but wich on ei don't know.. help me out pls
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Passion Inside
02.21.04 (10:39 am) [edit]
Why do you tease?
do you have nothing better to do?
Why do you touch?
because you can feel my lust?
Why do you kiss me?
because it comes naturaly?
Why do you repeat what you have already said?
do you run out of words, and have nothing to say?
Why do you hug me?
to show that you care?
Why don't you talk to me?
because im too much of a child?
Then why don't you leve me?
becasue you ahve fallen in love?
-M.
Your Mistress
02.21.04 (10:14 am) [edit]
Touch me
love me
kiss me
miss me
but please don't forget me....
Hold me
fold me
pull me
lube me
but don't forget your key...
Touch me
fuck me
kiss me
lick me
but don't forget I'm only your mistress...
-M.
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love me
kiss me
miss me
but please don't forget me....
Hold me
fold me
pull me
lube me
but don't forget your key...
Touch me
fuck me
kiss me
lick me
but don't forget I'm only your mistress...
-M.
just for a laugh
02.20.04 (6:47 pm) [edit]
You Are Passion Fruit Flavored Lube!
Passionate, intense, and lusty.
You are the flavor most likely to fall in lust on the first night.
You are the flavor least likely to have lukewarm sex.
Sound yummy? Get Passion Fruit Flavored Lube Here :-)
What Flavor Lube Are *You*?
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Angle
02.20.04 (2:49 pm) [edit]
The day they meet
their love was
but new
The day he left
it was all but renewed
He never cambeck
and so she weeped
Today she flew
to their meeting grounds
and looked at he wall
where they had meet
There he was
crusified to the wall
Thats why
he never returned
That's why
he left her alone
She flew up
to his side
Hugged him
and kissed him
with all her pride
There they became
one with each other
Until the day
that is tommorow
-M.
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their love was
but new
The day he left
it was all but renewed
He never cambeck
and so she weeped
Today she flew
to their meeting grounds
and looked at he wall
where they had meet
There he was
crusified to the wall
Thats why
he never returned
That's why
he left her alone
She flew up
to his side
Hugged him
and kissed him
with all her pride
There they became
one with each other
Until the day
that is tommorow
-M.
Doomed
02.20.04 (1:51 pm) [edit]
Today im here
wihtout you
im pain
that has lead me
to my doom
Today im here
still wihtout you
wondering around
but still doom
Today im here
ignoring you
wondering..
Why you led me
to my doom
Today im not here
I've left this place
if I hadn't
I would have been
doomed...
-M.
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wihtout you
im pain
that has lead me
to my doom
Today im here
still wihtout you
wondering around
but still doom
Today im here
ignoring you
wondering..
Why you led me
to my doom
Today im not here
I've left this place
if I hadn't
I would have been
doomed...
-M.
Purple BabyDoll
02.19.04 (7:06 pm) [edit]
Oh Purple BabyDoll
Your so sweet,
Your so pretty,
Your purple,
and oh so kinky,
Oh Purple BabyDoll
Purple is sweet
Purpleis sexy
Purple is oh so
very kinky..
-M.
My Eternal love
02.19.04 (6:54 pm) [edit]
Our days together
are now in the past
Our nights of passion
were lost in the blast
Our kisses
no longer to be felt
Our touch
lost in the shadow
The day you left
my world as shattered
The days i cried
didn't seem to matter
The pain I felt
was just from the wounds
That you left on me
that sweet afternoon
You will always be
my eternal love
No matter how far
you think you are.
-M.
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are now in the past
Our nights of passion
were lost in the blast
Our kisses
no longer to be felt
Our touch
lost in the shadow
The day you left
my world as shattered
The days i cried
didn't seem to matter
The pain I felt
was just from the wounds
That you left on me
that sweet afternoon
You will always be
my eternal love
No matter how far
you think you are.
-M.
Another test
02.19.04 (3:44 pm) [edit]
You Are A Sex Kitten!
You enjoy your sexuality and teasing others with your bountiful sexual endowments.
Whether it be your hot, hot body that is just dying to be taken in as many orifices as possible, or your sexually charged personality...
Most are unwilling or unable to pass you by.
They have no self-control once you unleash those primal sexual wiles on them.
And they have no choice but to resist and cry for mommy.
Your ideal career would be that of a porn star, because then everyone (with dick firmly in hand) could celebrate your sex drive.
And you could lose yourself to all the carnal pleasures you've ever wanted.
A sex kitten you shall remain!!
What Sexy Woman Are You?
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Another test....
02.19.04 (3:29 pm) [edit]
Your Passion is Purple!
You're passionate - but more people view you as funky.
You're more about sampling the different flavors of passion...
Not that you don't mind getting swept off your feet.
It's just you need a little someone new every once and a while.
What Color Is Your Passion?
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I was told to do this test and post the results
02.18.04 (3:17 pm) [edit]
Don't take this quiz... its not that good
Honey is an ancient aphrodisiac... seen in the Kama Sutra and used by Cleopatra
And honey is even the inspiration for the term honeymoon - where newlyweds drank honey wine
Honey can be found as a the first Viagra in practically every civilazation!
Sweet smelling and smooth, honey is perfect for spreading around naked bodies
What you do with it after that is up to you!
It's often said that the sugar and B vitamins from honey gives you energy to keep going all night...
Try mixing your honey with a little nutmeg, a potion designed to heighten orgasm.
Or mix it with ginger like the ancient Indians did for sexual potency
And if you're looking for a kissable bod, try getting some honey lotion or powder
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i actually look like her... n yes i took the test n im a goddess so it says
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isn't this beautiful?
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Yea I was bored so I went and made these at a Dollmaker... I m really bored so I felt inspired....
P.S.- I'm the pink brunnette with the pink whip... :lol:
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yes this is my real name... and i love mermaids...
I'm going to go and take a shower in a little while and then im going to have a beauty day cause i need to relax...and yea im look pretty tommorow even thoguh im not going anywhere but hey making myself look prettyer tehn usual alwasy makes me relax and just think about everything...
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today isn't that much of a good gay for me... i feel very bd and i feel really hurt because of my ex... i found out that he has a new girldfriend and its not the fact that he has a new girlfriend its just that he told me that he would me my friend... and he dosen't talk to me as a friend.. and i asked him today" tell me the truth will you ever be abel to talk to me as a friend?" and he said" i don't know" and now i don't knwo what to do... im moving on very well and i have 3 guys drolling over me ( nothing is going on though) but im not in a relationship cause i don't need that stress and im a really loyal person so i don't feel right being wiht someone else 2 months after i broke things of with the guy i was in love with..... now i don't know what to do...
please help me out ...
"i love you and please come back" was what you told me that last nigh....i wish you would have told me ... that you would move on... because iy would have made it easier... not to hold on... i hate you wiht a passion.... so much that i can't breath.... i hate you so much ... i wish you would leave.... i wish you were ... from my forever... i wish that when you said "i love you" i would have said "never"... i wish the best... you know i do... even though the best is never good for you... you had my heart... you had my soul... and all you did ... was throw it out the door...
becasue of you...ive forgotten to feel.. because of you i feel nothing real... i wish i could erase... all those happy days... and turn to ashes... and bury them ina grave... i wish you would have told me... that you would love me no more.. i wish you would have called a whore... all the things that i wish i know i'll never get.. because you don't and yet your there.... so what can say... my love for you is gone... sense the day ... you told me to move on.. i hate you with a passion... i hate you with hate... i hate you with all the love... you left in my grave...
-Marina
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...of Christina Aguilera at the Grammyz
Yea i am kinda tired but i have alot to write today...
*yawns* im so tired i went swimmign today in second period and i didn't get that much sleep last night...
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I'm just here
waiting for you
wanting you
im just here
fading away
wanting no more
than for you to stay
in my eyes i see you as mysterious and strange alot
of people wish they could know you better and
you are probably an artist? i really wish there
were more people like you out there..i really
do. (rate?)
in my eyes you are...(pics and different outcomes)
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GOD!!! she's being such a Witch !!!! she's like put on the air extractor before you take a shower ... but it makes to much noise so then i get agrivated ( not that i don't like noise its just bad noise) and then she goes " i don't know how people can look at you in school your such a bitch.... i was really hurt by that ... this happened about 10 minutes ago... she has never liked me cause im half black... :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: i love her so much and all i want to do is make her happy and proud of me but nothign i do will ever work...
-Perfect- You're the perfect girlfriend. Which
means you're rare or that you cheated :P You're
the kind of chick that can hang out with your
boyfriend's friends and be silly. You don't
care about presents or about going to fancy
placed. Hell, just hang out. You're just happy
being around your boyfriend.
I agree with everything it says except the tomoboyish...
You are blessed with FAERY wings. Beauty,
laughter, life, magic...that's what you are all
about. You are refreshingly innocent and happy
with your life of purity and play. Life's a
game and it's a good one. In your eyes there's
no way to lose! You can be very mischeivous and
have been known to cause trouble, but it's all
in the name of fun and not meant to really harm
anyone. You like to play tricks on people who
aren't quite as bright or clever as you - which
is almost everyone. Nature is the setting you
prefer to be in - Always. Barefoot and wild you
can't be tamed. You're probably a restless
spirit who loves to travel, and quite a
dreamer. Your creativity is astounding and your
art (of whatever media - from writing to
painting to drama) is like something from
another world - ethereal and often very
fantasy-oriented. You can either be a social
butterfly or a loner with their head in the
clouds - but rarely inbetween. You stubbornly
refuse to accept responsibility or to give in
to the wishes of others - unless you feel like
it. You have a strong passion for music and
can't imagine life without it. You'll grow up
someday, but you'll always be a child at heart.
You are adventurous and love to take risks, and
feel a deep connection with the weather,
plants, and animals. You prefer sunshine to
thunder or snow, the warmth of summer to
autumn's chill, and quiet forests to suburban
backyards. Magic through and through, you are
far more powerful than you seem, and are
capable of being extremely passionate. Though
you can be childish, naive, stubborn, and
self-absorbed, one thing is certain - life with
you will never be boring!
The Aphrodisiac You Should Try Is: Honey
Honey is an ancient aphrodisiac... seen in the Kama Sutra and used by Cleopatra
And honey is even the inspiration for the term honeymoon - where newlyweds drank honey wine
Honey can be found as a the first Viagra in practically every civilazation!
Sweet smelling and smooth, honey is perfect for spreading around naked bodies
What you do with it after that is up to you!
It's often said that the sugar and B vitamins from honey gives you energy to keep going all night...
Try mixing your honey with a little nutmeg, a potion designed to heighten orgasm.
Or mix it with ginger like the ancient Indians did for sexual potency
And if you're looking for a kissable bod, try getting some honey lotion or powder
today was cool...
02.18.04 (1:47 pm) [edit]
yea today was a really good day everyone told me that i looked really cute today... i did actually.... and im very happy today too... i have a new friend but im gonna not going to give you n e detials cause its non of your buisness....
kisses...
-pinkiey©
kisses...
-pinkiey©
A poem someone special wrote for me ( a guy )
02.17.04 (4:21 pm) [edit]
today i was thinkin/ and it sum how felt like i was sinkin/ in2 this endless hole of sorrow/ n i tryed 2 tell m self dont worry it will all change 2marrow/ but see i relized it wouldnt cuz u wouldnt b here with me/ and all i can think of the is the little time we spent together/ and i cant imagine livin my life wit out u cant u see/ wen i say this i mean 4ever/ i dont want there 2 b a day/ were i cant say hey/ i dont want there 2 b a day were i cant grab u and never let go/ and even if u said u were gonna come down hear as fast as possible it would still seem slow/ cuz baby ur the only 1 i want 2 b with/ now i no this sounds like sum little romantic myth/ but its not u have my heart all entwined/ and as long as that is im gonna shine
look what a dear friend of mine just sent me ( guy)
02.17.04 (3:14 pm) [edit]
1. No woman is worth my tears, and the one who is(you), won't make me cry.
2. The worst way to miss you is to be sitting right beside you
knowing I can't have you.
3. To the world you may be one person, but to me you
are the world
2. The worst way to miss you is to be sitting right beside you
knowing I can't have you.
3. To the world you may be one person, but to me you
are the world
well what to write about....
02.17.04 (2:58 pm) [edit]
hmmm i don't really have anything important to tell you all... oh yea today i almost fainted at school because i got sooo hungry... i had to leave my house in a hurry cause i took too long gettig ready so i forgot to get money for luch so i went from 6:30am to about 3:00pm without eating.. i was holding on barley cause i had victoria's secret mints and those were helping me get through my last two classes of the day... nothing else is really important....
An angel
02.17.04 (2:45 pm) [edit]
what i look like
02.16.04 (6:29 pm) [edit]
i actually look like her... n yes i took the test n im a goddess so it says
The real story of me and my ex..
02.16.04 (5:22 pm) [edit]
well as you all know i am over my ex... and that good because i was deperesed but know im not and blah blah blah... well the thingis that i left him when i moved to texas where i am now... so technically i broke up with him... so yea i turned my pain into agre and i didn't want to let you guys think that he broke up wiht me for someone else ( hah as if that would have ever happened) well know you know what do you think now
-M.
-M.
what i want for my birthday...
02.16.04 (3:09 pm) [edit]
I want this pretty lil outfit from victoria's secret.. its only $42.. thats pretty cheap..
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For all you GEMS...
02.16.04 (2:46 pm) [edit]
isn't this beautiful?
Pink Pussy Cat Dollz
02.16.04 (12:52 pm) [edit]
Yea I was bored so I went and made these at a Dollmaker... I m really bored so I felt inspired....
P.S.- I'm the pink brunnette with the pink whip... :lol:
WOW yay me!!!
02.16.04 (12:29 pm) [edit]
you tommorow is going to be a great day!!!
1-its not gong to be so cold (hopefully)
2-im going to look nice
3-i start the new 6-week grading period and i can proe to everyone that i am a lil smart-a$$
4-im happy
5-im well reasted
6-im not a pist-off about living here
7-i have a 89% chance of going to miami next year for sumer vacation!!!!!
So now do you see why im so happy????
1-its not gong to be so cold (hopefully)
2-im going to look nice
3-i start the new 6-week grading period and i can proe to everyone that i am a lil smart-a$$
4-im happy
5-im well reasted
6-im not a pist-off about living here
7-i have a 89% chance of going to miami next year for sumer vacation!!!!!
So now do you see why im so happy????
well im happy...
02.16.04 (9:52 am) [edit]
I woke up this morning feeling wonderful!!!! i feel so good today......![]()
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look what Will found me
02.15.04 (5:29 pm) [edit]
yes this is my real name... and i love mermaids...
Just one of those days...
02.15.04 (4:23 pm) [edit]
damn today i feel so sexy don't know why... im hearign black shorts and a black Polo Jeans shirt... my hear is all crazy.. i look like i jiust had mind blowing sex ( i did not ) but i just feel so sexy.... guess cause of yesterday i was all dressed nice and stuff.
Wow im going to have a good day today...
02.15.04 (2:39 pm) [edit]
I'm going to go and take a shower in a little while and then im going to have a beauty day cause i need to relax...and yea im look pretty tommorow even thoguh im not going anywhere but hey making myself look prettyer tehn usual alwasy makes me relax and just think about everything...
A very big Change....
02.15.04 (11:41 am) [edit]
§ºwell today i feel GRRRRRREAT!!! i had an ok day yesterday ( v-day ) it would have been better if i had had a valentine but i meet a VERY cute guy... he worls but i didn't get his name i was a lil "wow what a hotty" he works at Cosco and wow he is waaaaaaaaaay cute... and also very sweet...º§
well i have changed my site for the reason that i no longer want to talk about my ex... i don't want to its stupid he has a new girlfriend ( wich im happy that he does) so i no longer feel guilty for flirty with the hotties on the street... :wink: :wink: well im just going to write about all the stuff that goes on in my life that has nothign to do with him... cause im not even talk to him anymore... he no longer cares so im straight---- ive excepted the fact that he doesn't care for me and as i said before im straigh----..... well i just can't wait t get back to florida cause the guys there are REALLY HOTT!!!!!! wow ... specially in summer them in there swimming trunks... i used to pull down my friends... and wow that was so funny.... my friends and i would always get a peek at the "cigar"...
oh yesterday i went to walmart to get some milk and i was reading cosmopolitan and i read that "fumer le cigar" its french it means(in dirty talk) blow job... but it actually mean smoke the cigar... same thing :wink: :wink:
oh an im very happy wiht my body right now... im just going to start working out again cause my body is nice and everything but im thinking of midleing part time so i gotta get a lil tighter....you never know i might become famouse... and hey then ill have a valentine on valentines day... :lol: :lol:
later Sexy People.....
Love,
-M.
well i have changed my site for the reason that i no longer want to talk about my ex... i don't want to its stupid he has a new girlfriend ( wich im happy that he does) so i no longer feel guilty for flirty with the hotties on the street... :wink: :wink: well im just going to write about all the stuff that goes on in my life that has nothign to do with him... cause im not even talk to him anymore... he no longer cares so im straight---- ive excepted the fact that he doesn't care for me and as i said before im straigh----..... well i just can't wait t get back to florida cause the guys there are REALLY HOTT!!!!!! wow ... specially in summer them in there swimming trunks... i used to pull down my friends... and wow that was so funny.... my friends and i would always get a peek at the "cigar"...
oh yesterday i went to walmart to get some milk and i was reading cosmopolitan and i read that "fumer le cigar" its french it means(in dirty talk) blow job... but it actually mean smoke the cigar... same thing :wink: :wink:
oh an im very happy wiht my body right now... im just going to start working out again cause my body is nice and everything but im thinking of midleing part time so i gotta get a lil tighter....you never know i might become famouse... and hey then ill have a valentine on valentines day... :lol: :lol:
later Sexy People.....
Love,
-M.
My Secret Valentine....
02.14.04 (5:57 pm) [edit]
A flower
A rose...
A kiss
I suppose...
Is what I would give you
This sweet Valentines Day...
If you weren't just
In my head...
A hug
Some love...
Is what you've always had
You my dear
Secret Valentine...
-M.
A rose...
A kiss
I suppose...
Is what I would give you
This sweet Valentines Day...
If you weren't just
In my head...
A hug
Some love...
Is what you've always had
You my dear
Secret Valentine...
-M.
Buried
02.13.04 (5:21 pm) [edit]
Good-bye my sweet Prince
Good-bye my sweet love
till the day that you return
i gave you my love
i gave you my soul
i gave you my body..
and you say you aren't spoilde..
i loved you
i hated you
i missed you
i kissed you
and you say you weren't loved...
i now say good-bye
to the love we had
sense its in a grave
in front of my eyes...
good-by sweet prince
good-bye sweet love
ill be here until ..........
Good-bye my sweet love
till the day that you return
i gave you my love
i gave you my soul
i gave you my body..
and you say you aren't spoilde..
i loved you
i hated you
i missed you
i kissed you
and you say you weren't loved...
i now say good-bye
to the love we had
sense its in a grave
in front of my eyes...
good-by sweet prince
good-bye sweet love
ill be here until ..........
The song that is playing in my blog...Is dedicated to the BEST GUY IN THE WORLD!!
02.13.04 (2:15 pm) [edit]
This song is dedicated to my ex... I love him so much... but we have both moved on.... are love is no more... and he has another.....and I'm just here learning to be alone again... I feel alone... I feel forgotten... but in my heart I know I still love him but I HAVE MOVED ON and I am very happy about that ... I never thought that I feel so much pain but I feel strong.. I am stronger than this and I won't let it, I will not let ruin my life...
Song tittle: If your not the one
Artist: Daniel B edingfield.
This song will forever remind me of him and the wonderful time we had together...
What hurts me the most is that I don't think that if I was still him he and I would still be together...
Song tittle: If your not the one
Artist: Daniel B edingfield.
This song will forever remind me of him and the wonderful time we had together...
What hurts me the most is that I don't think that if I was still him he and I would still be together...
underneath it all
02.12.04 (6:27 pm) [edit]
underneath it all
i wish i could die
underneath it all
i wish you would have lied
underneath...
is where i am
underneath..
is where ive been sense the day i came here
underneath..
is were i live hideing myself
from all my family...
underneath
is how i realy am
but most don't know
is that
what you see is what you don't get...
im am a reall person
im not just a toy
i live my life
as if i was a doll
i hide the way i am
afriad of what you'll say
wishing some day
that i could breath again
i wish i could die
underneath it all
i wish you would have lied
underneath...
is where i am
underneath..
is where ive been sense the day i came here
underneath..
is were i live hideing myself
from all my family...
underneath
is how i realy am
but most don't know
is that
what you see is what you don't get...
im am a reall person
im not just a toy
i live my life
as if i was a doll
i hide the way i am
afriad of what you'll say
wishing some day
that i could breath again
A Sweet Dream
02.12.04 (6:00 pm) [edit]
once i layed in bed
and dreamed of you
and waiting for the day
that i would see you
all i wanted was to feel your hands
upon my hips
to feel your lips
upon my lips
to feel your body
up aginst mine
i woke up and turned my head
and to my joy
you were there
all you said was
"did you have a good dream"
all i answered
was
"it no longer a dream"
we kissed for a while
and you hugged me again...
kissed my lips
and held my hips...
rubbed up aginst me
as we layed in bed..
i kissed you good night
and that all i did
that sweet night
that i had that dream...
and dreamed of you
and waiting for the day
that i would see you
all i wanted was to feel your hands
upon my hips
to feel your lips
upon my lips
to feel your body
up aginst mine
i woke up and turned my head
and to my joy
you were there
all you said was
"did you have a good dream"
all i answered
was
"it no longer a dream"
we kissed for a while
and you hugged me again...
kissed my lips
and held my hips...
rubbed up aginst me
as we layed in bed..
i kissed you good night
and that all i did
that sweet night
that i had that dream...
This is to make me feel better...
02.12.04 (2:02 pm) [edit]
today isn't that much of a good gay for me... i feel very bd and i feel really hurt because of my ex... i found out that he has a new girldfriend and its not the fact that he has a new girlfriend its just that he told me that he would me my friend... and he dosen't talk to me as a friend.. and i asked him today" tell me the truth will you ever be abel to talk to me as a friend?" and he said" i don't know" and now i don't knwo what to do... im moving on very well and i have 3 guys drolling over me ( nothing is going on though) but im not in a relationship cause i don't need that stress and im a really loyal person so i don't feel right being wiht someone else 2 months after i broke things of with the guy i was in love with..... now i don't know what to do...
please help me out ...
I hate you with a passion
02.12.04 (1:28 pm) [edit]
becasue of you...ive forgotten to feel.. because of you i feel nothing real... i wish i could erase... all those happy days... and turn to ashes... and bury them ina grave... i wish you would have told me... that you would love me no more.. i wish you would have called a whore... all the things that i wish i know i'll never get.. because you don't and yet your there.... so what can say... my love for you is gone... sense the day ... you told me to move on.. i hate you with a passion... i hate you with hate... i hate you with all the love... you left in my grave...
-Marina
02.12.04 (12:39 pm) [edit]
Out of all the pictures that i have seen online this one is the closest on... even though im a little tanner and my hair isn't like that... i have ling hair that is half way through my back... and i promise the second i get a picture of me i'll put it on here ok.. so for now you only have this ....
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What animal best portrays my sexual appetite
02.11.04 (7:41 pm) [edit]
what do you think ...
02.11.04 (5:57 pm) [edit]
...of Christina Aguilera at the Grammyz
Funny Stories
02.11.04 (4:50 pm) [edit]
When Animals Attack
" my fiance and i offered to take care of my brother's adorabel golden retriaver while he was away for the weekend. We live in a one-room studio apartment,so when we started feeling frisky, there was nowwhere for us to put the dog. Well, I guess the pooch got a little jealous, because while my guy and i were in misionary position, the pup jumped on top of my boyfriend and started licking his butt. i've never seen anyone jump so high as my man did when he felt that sloopy, wet tounge on his derrier. -Jennifer,27
you've got voice mail
" A couple of months ago, me fiance, Brooke, and i broke off our engagment, and she moved out. Canceling the wedding was a huge pain, and i ended up with load of debt and twononrefundable tickets to Tahiti. Unbeknownst to me, she was still calling in to our answering machine from her office to retrive messages-or more accrately, to listen to my messages. One day when I was home sick from work, I caught her. So i decided to play a little trick. I had a female friend call and leave a message, saying whta a great time she'd had with me last night and for the last 6 months and how ahe couldn't wait for our trip ti Tahiti. Brooke called me for cheating on her while we were engaged and for taking another woman on 'our' honeymonn. That'll teach her not to snoop ever again.-Mark,28
This stories i really liked they are from Cosmopolitan,, what do you all think???
" my fiance and i offered to take care of my brother's adorabel golden retriaver while he was away for the weekend. We live in a one-room studio apartment,so when we started feeling frisky, there was nowwhere for us to put the dog. Well, I guess the pooch got a little jealous, because while my guy and i were in misionary position, the pup jumped on top of my boyfriend and started licking his butt. i've never seen anyone jump so high as my man did when he felt that sloopy, wet tounge on his derrier. -Jennifer,27
you've got voice mail
" A couple of months ago, me fiance, Brooke, and i broke off our engagment, and she moved out. Canceling the wedding was a huge pain, and i ended up with load of debt and twononrefundable tickets to Tahiti. Unbeknownst to me, she was still calling in to our answering machine from her office to retrive messages-or more accrately, to listen to my messages. One day when I was home sick from work, I caught her. So i decided to play a little trick. I had a female friend call and leave a message, saying whta a great time she'd had with me last night and for the last 6 months and how ahe couldn't wait for our trip ti Tahiti. Brooke called me for cheating on her while we were engaged and for taking another woman on 'our' honeymonn. That'll teach her not to snoop ever again.-Mark,28
This stories i really liked they are from Cosmopolitan,, what do you all think???
Hey all you sleepy people...
02.11.04 (4:34 pm) [edit]
Yea i am kinda tired but i have alot to write today...
Sex Myths that men grt fro PORN
02.10.04 (6:24 pm) [edit]
None of these are true!!!! ( most of the time)
1- women are always for a roll in the hay
2- men should lasr all night
3- when a girl likes a gys she hits on him pronto
4- women always orgasm during the deed
5- you're dying to be wiht him and another chick
6-doggie-style is a woman's top passion position
7- bigger is always better
1- women are always for a roll in the hay
2- men should lasr all night
3- when a girl likes a gys she hits on him pronto
4- women always orgasm during the deed
5- you're dying to be wiht him and another chick
6-doggie-style is a woman's top passion position
7- bigger is always better
The Maxim Sex Files ( What Men Really Want In Bed)
02.10.04 (4:26 pm) [edit]
They want us girls to...
§ take the initiative.
§ tease them like crazy.
§ give hime some guidance
§ let him see al of you
§ ditch the over the top dirty talk
§ put on a show for him
§ be a little adventurous
§ keep up the kegel ( female activity)
§ let him go down on you
§ suggest hte reverse cowgirl pose
if girls do this will it drive you men out there crazy ( happy happy joy joy)
§ take the initiative.
§ tease them like crazy.
§ give hime some guidance
§ let him see al of you
§ ditch the over the top dirty talk
§ put on a show for him
§ be a little adventurous
§ keep up the kegel ( female activity)
§ let him go down on you
§ suggest hte reverse cowgirl pose
if girls do this will it drive you men out there crazy ( happy happy joy joy)
I had to put this ( got it from mistresssrepent)
02.10.04 (4:07 pm) [edit]
I'm sorry for the younger more perverted children out there but its a very funny picture of two people eating um.... you guess
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Yawn
02.10.04 (3:08 pm) [edit]
*yawns* im so tired i went swimmign today in second period and i didn't get that much sleep last night...
Cosmopolitan Says....
02.09.04 (5:02 pm) [edit]
Your long-relationship record makes us [guys] nervous.
During early-stage dating, guys like to take it slow. That's why we get skittish when a women reveals a dating history that has a very distinctive pattern: serial monogamy. We conjure up images of a clingy chick who can't just have fun and will push for shelf space in our bathrooms when we're only ready to share out beds. What's more," girlfriend girls" give the impression that they aren't capapble of a fling-wether its true or not. And to us, that spells pressure with a capital P. But you can ease his silly fears in seconds flat. Explain that you've had your share of long-term relationships, but that's precisley the reason that right now you're just enjoying yourself and taking things as they came. Soon enough, he'll see why any guy in his right mind would want to go the distance with you...
do you agree or disagree
During early-stage dating, guys like to take it slow. That's why we get skittish when a women reveals a dating history that has a very distinctive pattern: serial monogamy. We conjure up images of a clingy chick who can't just have fun and will push for shelf space in our bathrooms when we're only ready to share out beds. What's more," girlfriend girls" give the impression that they aren't capapble of a fling-wether its true or not. And to us, that spells pressure with a capital P. But you can ease his silly fears in seconds flat. Explain that you've had your share of long-term relationships, but that's precisley the reason that right now you're just enjoying yourself and taking things as they came. Soon enough, he'll see why any guy in his right mind would want to go the distance with you...
do you agree or disagree
My never ending pain....
02.09.04 (4:44 pm) [edit]
everyday....i see you... infron of me... and all i want to do ... is .. run ... away .. from... you... i hate you.. i always have... i always will... i never thought .. that i could say it... nut now i can... and i feel better... i just want ot walk away.. and leave you behind... all i want to do is leave... teh pain ... that i have kept inside... and i want to let go... im going to leave... thats what im going to do... i hate you ... i lvoe you.. but i have to leave... i can't live wiht you... i can't stand you... good-bye...
to my family
-M.
to my family
-M.
Im just here
02.08.04 (5:01 pm) [edit]
I'm just here
waiting for you
wanting you
im just here
fading away
wanting no more
than for you to stay
Road trip...
02.07.04 (7:54 pm) [edit]
today i went to the texas capital an di was listening to them conduct a meeting i felt so awar becaus i knew what they were talking about... im so smart n sexy n sweet.. lol sorry but that how i am n picture myslef .. hey when i get a chance ill put up a pic of myslef in the blog
muchos besos
-pinkiey©
muchos besos
-pinkiey©
...
02.06.04 (6:38 pm) [edit]
in my eyes i see you as mysterious and strange alot
of people wish they could know you better and
you are probably an artist? i really wish there
were more people like you out there..i really
do. (rate?)
in my eyes you are...(pics and different outcomes)
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My damn grandma
02.06.04 (5:33 pm) [edit]
GOD!!! she's being such a Witch !!!! she's like put on the air extractor before you take a shower ... but it makes to much noise so then i get agrivated ( not that i don't like noise its just bad noise) and then she goes " i don't know how people can look at you in school your such a bitch.... i was really hurt by that ... this happened about 10 minutes ago... she has never liked me cause im half black... :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: i love her so much and all i want to do is make her happy and proud of me but nothign i do will ever work...
im doing great
02.06.04 (3:37 pm) [edit]
today is one of those that i need some really badly!!!
Nearly Perfect Day
02.05.04 (5:30 pm) [edit]
today was a wonderful day not many things went wrong... the only bad thing that happened today was that i was locked out of my house for about 30 minutes but it was ok i got to look at the sky and relax. in the morning it was raining lightly but it was beautiful ... i love the rain so i was really happy about it.. then i did well on my math test. i had a very good time in P.E. then i watched a movie in health it was about teen pregnancies but it was still ok and the n i had a good time in history i raised my grade for a 64 to a 79 then IPC was cool n then i had a quiz in english on a a book i haven't finished reading yet but i passed it any ways.. in that class i raised my grade from a 60.8 to a 68 so im really happy my day was really good and it'll end perfectly too as soon as i get on the phon ewiht my bestfriend:D
-pinkiey©
-pinkiey©
This is really imature but this are my Quiz results...
02.04.04 (6:43 pm) [edit]
-Perfect- You're the perfect girlfriend. Which
means you're rare or that you cheated :P You're
the kind of chick that can hang out with your
boyfriend's friends and be silly. You don't
care about presents or about going to fancy
placed. Hell, just hang out. You're just happy
being around your boyfriend.
I agree with everything it says except the tomoboyish...
My Wings
02.04.04 (6:13 pm) [edit]
You are blessed with FAERY wings. Beauty,
laughter, life, magic...that's what you are all
about. You are refreshingly innocent and happy
with your life of purity and play. Life's a
game and it's a good one. In your eyes there's
no way to lose! You can be very mischeivous and
have been known to cause trouble, but it's all
in the name of fun and not meant to really harm
anyone. You like to play tricks on people who
aren't quite as bright or clever as you - which
is almost everyone. Nature is the setting you
prefer to be in - Always. Barefoot and wild you
can't be tamed. You're probably a restless
spirit who loves to travel, and quite a
dreamer. Your creativity is astounding and your
art (of whatever media - from writing to
painting to drama) is like something from
another world - ethereal and often very
fantasy-oriented. You can either be a social
butterfly or a loner with their head in the
clouds - but rarely inbetween. You stubbornly
refuse to accept responsibility or to give in
to the wishes of others - unless you feel like
it. You have a strong passion for music and
can't imagine life without it. You'll grow up
someday, but you'll always be a child at heart.
You are adventurous and love to take risks, and
feel a deep connection with the weather,
plants, and animals. You prefer sunshine to
thunder or snow, the warmth of summer to
autumn's chill, and quiet forests to suburban
backyards. Magic through and through, you are
far more powerful than you seem, and are
capable of being extremely passionate. Though
you can be childish, naive, stubborn, and
self-absorbed, one thing is certain - life with
you will never be boring!
imperfect
02.04.04 (1:57 pm) [edit]
why do you think that i want to be just like you?
well let me tell you something...
im not you...
idon;t want to be...
and i never will be...
when i lok in the mirror
what do you think i see...
well whta i see
isn't me...
everyday you tell me
that i have to be
what you want me to be...
welll i have tried
but i have failed
and in the end
its so much better...
i love you the same
i always will
but i have to say no...
and I am just here...
-M.
well let me tell you something...
im not you...
idon;t want to be...
and i never will be...
when i lok in the mirror
what do you think i see...
well whta i see
isn't me...
everyday you tell me
that i have to be
what you want me to be...
welll i have tried
but i have failed
and in the end
its so much better...
i love you the same
i always will
but i have to say no...
and I am just here...
-M.
Just the pain
02.03.04 (2:21 pm) [edit]
last night i was talking to my besfriend about my ex... it wasn't a very good conversaation... we are bothe VERY concerned about him... we has been making alot of mistaked lately and i don't know how to help him... he won't listen to me and it kills me when people tell me all these bad that he's doing... im going to try and help him... I LOVE HIM... so i want to help him even if i won't gain anything from it....
-pinkiey©
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N More
02.02.04 (5:42 pm) [edit]
Once upon a time i was so happy thanks to a boy that saw only me... i told him i loved him ... and he said the same to me... over and over i said those word... until i could no more... now im here wiht no words to say ... excpet I LOVE, I MISS, I NEED YOU... but i have to keep them to me... the words that he used to say to me he no longer does... what he tell me no is... " move on"... i kno whe means... i know he means right... but the way it sound it mademe want to cry... i cried for him... so many timed i've lost count... i wonder if he know my world is falling down... but all i can do is lift my head up hi... and say to him.." good-bye"... pain is not welcomed nor wanted... i want you back but the pain... leave me alone or you'll sile my fate... keep pushing my buttons and you will see... the rage that i can bestow upon thee... the pain i have felt ... is like no other... but i plan to feel this pain no more
-M.
-M.
A poem to the ones i love
02.02.04 (4:10 pm) [edit]
** i got this idea from Rawk's Blog go visit his when you done reading this**
Thanks to you im the way im now
no matter what i did you were there for me
i just wanna thank you for your love and care
and i want you to know
that with out you i would have died long ago...
i know you think your not important to me
but that must be in another galaxy...
everyday i wake up i thank the heavens for you
no matter what i do i know
you'll be there for me
if you only knew what you have done
you would know
how important
you are
to me....
i love you
and i always will
the day you die won't be the end of you
your love will spread from sea to sea
and ill the the guiding star for when you need someone
to help
ilove you and i know you must know this
because after telling you
so many times you should know
I LOVE YOU!!!
-M.
Thanks to you im the way im now
no matter what i did you were there for me
i just wanna thank you for your love and care
and i want you to know
that with out you i would have died long ago...
i know you think your not important to me
but that must be in another galaxy...
everyday i wake up i thank the heavens for you
no matter what i do i know
you'll be there for me
if you only knew what you have done
you would know
how important
you are
to me....
i love you
and i always will
the day you die won't be the end of you
your love will spread from sea to sea
and ill the the guiding star for when you need someone
to help
ilove you and i know you must know this
because after telling you
so many times you should know
I LOVE YOU!!!
-M.
My philosohy of life
02.02.04 (2:56 pm) [edit]
- life is said to be a gift.. well if its a gift why do some wish it was over? why do some wish it was a diffrent way. i think life is a state of mind you can either enjoy it and not complaine or not enjoy it and complaine... in the end we'll all die anyway
--to think that the creatures that enjoy life the most are the ones that don't seem to know what it is... the ones that don't know tha life is a gift, enjoy it the most... look at the birds and the bees they live out their lives wihtout a care in the world (except being eaten) ... yet look at us... we havee so many wonderful things going for us and yet we never really stop anf just enjoy the warm summer breeze, or a hug from someone dear to your heart. so stop and enjoy life... trust me its worth the pain...
-pinkiey©
--to think that the creatures that enjoy life the most are the ones that don't seem to know what it is... the ones that don't know tha life is a gift, enjoy it the most... look at the birds and the bees they live out their lives wihtout a care in the world (except being eaten) ... yet look at us... we havee so many wonderful things going for us and yet we never really stop anf just enjoy the warm summer breeze, or a hug from someone dear to your heart. so stop and enjoy life... trust me its worth the pain...
-pinkiey©
