My Kingdom

yea well im a health freak so sue me i am back to working out atleast an hour a day so im going to get back in shape... all i really want is to look like i stil do gymnastics wich i don't :( cause the classes are waaaaaaay too expensive so all i have to do i eat healthy and stay fit and ill looke hott-er.. lol
-pinkieyİ

well last night i was kind of bored sense i finished working out and i had no homework so i was really bored!!! ( lol ) well i decided to curl me hair and i borowed one of my mommy's shirts and sense it was big on me it looked cute 'causets a pesent shirt and i pulled the sleeves down on my arm so my shoulders were exposed.. not to brag but i have nice shoulders i got them from my grandma... ( lol ) but getting back to the point i looked really cute today and i got alot of complements on my hair... i sometime blow dry my hair and i get complements but i got a lot more when i had me hair curled... i used to have curly hair but i permanently straightened it... but once in a while i just leace my hair to air-dry and it looks cute its "shag-hair" its looks like i just had a roll in the shack ( lol ) but yea... so im thinking im going to go back to the curls or at least leave it natural more often .... i don't think i could go anymore natural then i already am.. i have my natural hair color a cute hair cut with long layers and i only use neutral shades for school like gold and bronze 'cause i have a "medium" skin tone and browns look good on me....i'll put a pic of me soon i promise

love,
-pinkieyİ

well yesterday my bestfriend luisa called me from florida and she had some great news for me... lets just say that they weren't great...

she told me that my ex-boyfriend's new girlfriend has been talking about me in here school...

it seems that my ex told her that i call him all the time and he told her how far he got with me and that when we were 'together' he was bored and could only think about when it was going to be over...

well i have something to say about those things...
yes i call his house but i don't call him i call his mom and sister i love them very much there like my own family ( they were) and yea we went far but he wan't bored because if he didn't like it he wouldn't have asked me to do it again IN THE SAME F****ING day so i don't really care what that little girl says about me... the truth is that well she's not better then me trust me i doubt it... he loved me and she's just trying to make herself look good.... hahha the sad part is that she doesn't know that im going to florida this summer :lol: im going to make her feel so bad.. when she sees my body she's going to cry hahha :lol:

anybody else ever have this problem tell me how you handled it...

-pinkieyİ

i don't know if you guys know but im some
what of a "tree hugger" but im not as extreme
as most are... i recycle as much as i can and i
just wanted to to talk to you guys about that...

the earth is very younge compared to everything
elese in the universe and its already almort dead...
we have drained many of the fosil fuels ( not say that
its a bad thing my daddy works for exxonmobile), we have
distroyed many forests to build houses, we have destryed
too many lakes and rivers because of polution... i hope that
your following my drift...

i love nature i think its a gift from God and i think
that we should take care of it... i don't appreciate the
fact that people go and destroy a forest just to make a
houses for people that don't even need them... yes i
know that there are many people without houses but there
are many places where we can make houses and we don't because we
rather be confertable
then spend a little more and save the planet...


i can't make you recycle i can only ask
nicely that you do...
recycleing is the easyest think that you could ever
do and you will be doing the world a huge favor...

while we are on the subject of helping
im going to go do some community service tomorrow...
its a walk a thon i don't know all
the details cause my daddy was the one that signed me up
but ill be helping with the refreshments and i don't know what
he's going to be doing but i love to give
back to the communit
its make me feel a lot less abusive

so please go out and help... its not that hard
and if you can't recycle just don't throw things on the floor

thank you very much

-pinkieyİ

I have been watching Room Raiders on MTV for quite some time now and i noticed that when the guys look at the girls clothes they say " nice size" when its a size 3 or 5 but then when there is a girl that like a size 10 they dont even show hte guy looking through the girls clothes... it may seem like ime paranoed but im not i have noticed a flow of negative energy always directed towards the chunkier girls then the skinny ones... well i think that guys need to stop eating so much garbage and realize that not all girls are a size 3 and some of the ones that are are really witches....im not trying to be sexest or anything like that because i looked at it in a guys perspedtive too...

well lets look at the facts...
1) most of the Supermodles are skinny but not skin and bones
2) there aren't that many full0bodied hosteses on TV
3) if your remotly chunky people tell you to go to the gym....

in conclusion our world seems to think that for a girl to be beautiful they have to be under a size 6...

well let me tell you the truth... most girls aren't under a size 6... it all depends on your body type and on your background and your height....

like me for example... im cuban im 5 feet 6 inches and i have an athletic looking body.. (used to anyways) but i will never get down to a size 5 or a size 9... right now im a size 12/13 and its because i have wide hips and well other additions.. but i will never be that skinny.. but hey im not fat either.. i have a very healthy body and i havbe the right amount of fat that i need (right now i have 4 pounds that i don't need but im still good)

i don't say that people need to be skinny i say that they need to be healthy... so please stay healthy and don't let people get you down because of the way that you look... they are just insecure or just jelouse..

-pinkieyİ

i have been absent from tblog for a long time due to internate failer... unfortionatly my rating have dropped but i no longer care that much... now im just going to write for the pleasure of writting for you all... im going to stop writting such personal things in my site because even though some people care some don't and i dont wanna write about my personal life anymore... now im going to focus on the more important things in life... meaning education and health.... i wont be able to write everyday because i have to focus on my studies... but ill write when ever i can... i have actually grown in sense i wrote last... many thigns have changed in my life i have changed a lot too... but im still the sweet caring person that you all know so dont be afraid its still me but i have grown... yea im more like 40 than 30 now... but i am taking one day at a time and im just resting ad relaxing and wanting to get a job to help pit my family... ill write soon
love,
painkeyİ

*** i havent been on cause my computer was been reallu slow***

i want to say thank you to everyone that has commented on my site... it make me very happy that you all like me and like what i write... thankyou!!! :D
well i have been away for a while and feel like i have to write alot. not much has really happened...i have gotten over my bad cold... i feel great!!! i feel like i have gotten pretter ( really, i have) i feel really good... im happy again :D im doing well in school and i realized something new... my friend and i have both known these two guys for the same amount of time and they are closer ( meaning they hug each other when they see each other) i realized that people see me as an older person even when im younger then them... im the youngest one at me table (lunch) and they treat me as if im the oldest... but im alright with that... after my last post 15 going on 30 (about me) [part 2] i realized that i like the fact that im a little more mature then i should be... but i have started to color again !!! :D im very happy in school and i have a date tomorrow yay!!! and next sunday im going to go do community hours!! help ou thte community and be kind to the world... oh i have also started my summer diet... meaning im going back to my healthy ways of life... i have gained four pounds... i dont look fat or anything its just that i used to have a gymnist's body so im going back to that... and im working out everyda again!!! i like to work out... im going to get the key to my tenis court soon so ill be playing tennis everyday... im also going to buy a jump rope and a coloring book!!! yea its childish but ohwell im 15 im allowed to be childish.... ill write more tomorrow.... i feel very imspired and iv been writting a lot of poetry lately...

love,
your goddess
-pinkiey